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Killing me

The worst thing I feel now, is that I know I am lying to myself, saying that I will be fine. But I am not!

If I were a boy… Maybe it wouldn’t be this hard.

The thing is, I know there’s something behind, but I have no right to make it right for me. Damn pain…

Life is no longer a combination of bright colors. It’s just dark, or grey… I can’t even find white, how hard I try. I want to set myself aside, in the corner, then cry as hard as I like… But I can’t… The tears just won’t come out…



I am a greedy person. I always want to get more, to be more, to gain more. Sometimes I feel like I can't get through my own mind. I couldn't even understand myself. That's why I create ExtraordinarNee. To see through me, and to be seen... :)

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