Posted in Just My Days

Maaf… A Note From The Past

Hello gorgeous!

A bit prologue before I write the main part of this post. The post was something I wrote on a piece of paper a few years ago. So, the feelings shown were expired. It’s not what I feel now. Happy reading!

 

Love,
^nee^

. . .

Maaf…
Kalau saya menyakiti kamu,
saya melihatnya di matamu hari ini…

Maaf…
Jika saya diam dalam kebahagiaan saya.
Bukannya saya tidak ingin kamu bahagia,
bukan… sama sekali bukan…
saya hanya tidak tahu bagaimana
cara membuat binar sendu itu hilang.

Maaf…
Bila saya memilih untuk menjadi seperti ini.
Saya membutuhkannya, jujur saja.
Saya tak ingin sel-sel otak saya
meremas hati saya terlalu kuat,
mencabik perasaan saya hingga tak bersisa.
Saya hanya ingin hati saya tetap hangat…

Maaf…
Apabila dengan mengedepankan perasaan saya,
saya membuat kamu menderita.
Saya hanya butuh cinta…

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Author:

I am a greedy person. I always want to get more, to be more, to gain more. Sometimes I feel like I can't get through my own mind. I couldn't even understand myself. That's why I create ExtraordinarNee. To see through me, and to be seen... :)

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