Why did I do something stupid?
I broke my heart once again,
just by the thought that I’m heartless now..
I’m not as good as I expected..
I’m still no one
I really want to have the real thing
even only once in my life
then keep it well..
I played around just too many times
I just can’t count it anymore..
When will I get something better?
Or if I can,
get the best?