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Unfairly Fair

What I did to you was unfairly fair.
What I do to you is unfairly fair.
At one point, you’re going to hate yourself, because it will be too painful to hate me.
And you know that I will keep dragging you into my life, for some reasons…
It was started from me, scavenging for help. And you were there, with open hand and heart…

Which led to another reasons.
It is that I simply enjoy your being around.
Another time, it’s the guilt talking.
And for another, it’s an honest intention to protect you from the feeling of rejection.

You’ll never know whether I do a particular thing over one reason or another or a mix of those.

I am being selfish, true to that.
I can’t change a thing about it.
Too hard for me to do so.

So, now, it’s up to you to get this straight.
Leave me behind and force me to stand on my own.
Get out from the darkness you are in now.
The sunshine you are seeing now is just an illusion.

_nee_
Top Gear Coffee | Yogyakarta | 23.03.2014

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I am a greedy person. I always want to get more, to be more, to gain more. Sometimes I feel like I can't get through my own mind. I couldn't even understand myself. That's why I create ExtraordinarNee. To see through me, and to be seen... :)

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